TL;DR : want to be mature, be responsible but have fear of what might happen next
[23M] I was an “intelligent” child of my family,
so obviously a feeling about being expected from budded within me at a quite earoy age, in reality I have no idea whether my parents or any family member have one. This feeling has persistently held me back from expressing my ideas, so i avoided taking with onve very close friends after a single year’s duration, acting completely unaware of the situation even when have the complete idea about it.
Then there comes, ig for everyone, a point to act mature or rather what is expected of a conventional man for which I am totally aware, have some urge too but a diffident self takes over, a feeling that letting others know that I can understand things, has been for most of my life, may turn my world upside down I would need to be an accountable memeber of family, not only get my shit done but of also my family members, i know i should but for whatever the fuck reason I cannot get myself to. Its not even like we’ve crores of loan, have a poor lifestyle.
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